Menanamkan suatu Kepercayaan dalam suatu hubungan memang sangat sulit.Tapi kalau masih mau hubungan ini berjalan, kita harus mencobanya kan??
Aku berargumen, menggunakan analogi2, bukan karena aku mempertahankan kalau aku masih punya harapan untuk dia. Tapi aku pengen kamu bisa nerima & percaya kalau dia hanya TEMAN.
Aku pengen ngelupain perasaan aku dulu ke dia, tapi kenapa kamu masih ngungkit2 perasaan itu?? Kamu juga gak suka kan kalo aku masih ngungkit2 mbak Lilis?? Ngerasa aku kayak gak percaya ma kamu kan??
Kalau kamu bisa ngelupain klo aku pernah suka ma dia, bisa ngilangin ketakutanmu, bisa ngilangin dendam kamu, kamu gak bakal ngerasa sakit kek gini.
Kalau aku yg disakiti dia aja bisa ngelupain perasaanku, kenapa kamu nggak??
Coba percaya sama aku.
Berkali-kali aku bilang aku dah bilang ke kamu aku udah nggak suka ma dia, aku dah bilang klo perasaan yg mendasari hubunganku ke dia sekarang cuma perasaan sayang sebagai teman, tapi kamu gak pernah bisa nerima itu, gak bisa percaya itu. Karena pikiran2 kamu itu...kamu gak bisa percaya aku...kamu jadi sakit karena kamu ketakutan kamu sendiri...
Gak enak kan jadi orang yg pendendam??
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Some Where Only We Know
I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete
Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?
Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?
Somewhere only we know?
Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
So why don't we go
HmmmaaaAAAA.....Ahhhoooooo....
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?
Somewhere only we know?
Somewhere only we know?
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Ntar siang aku mo berangakat ke Kudus. Doain ya...
o iya,
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